This sudden feeling of loneliness. Like suddenly there's no one i can talk to. Who can just be there for me. Surrounded by what seems to be love from friends and family, and everything suddenly feels like a facade. A loving sister no more, a mother that does nothing but scold and thinks i'm the inferior one, friends whom i know would listen, but i dont wanna trouble cuz it's not something they can understand.
Suddenly envious of people with such loving family around me.
Really havent been feeling so miserable in such a long time...
Should i just rent a place and not come home anymore? Maybe i should...
